when my dash breaks and it has me scrolling through the same five posts. like it literally sends me back to the start of those same five posts. no not to the top of my dash but just every time i scroll past the fifth it brings me back up

time loop time loop time loop tuesday

*shyly raises hand* hi can someone draw Jon in this and tag me for my sanity

This makes no sense please humor my irl

anyone else feel kinda almost-guilty-but-that-really-isnt-the-word-for-it when you skim a tumblr post and just rb it without finishing because then as you keep scrumbling you think “what if this is another post with a rb about how people here dont read everything through and prove it by making the latter half a rickroll and maybe i rbed it before reading the words nevergonnagiveyouup nevergonnaletyoudown and then just fulfilled the prophecy….” but then even though you’re still thinking about it you don’t actually go and finish reading the post half the time? and you just keep scrumbling thinking “did i just do the thing. am i proving their point” but you cant bring yourself to check so instead you make this post but inside we both know what’s been going on and we know the game and we’re gonna play it and if you ask me how I’m feeling i’ll tell you im feeling like shit because im to stubborn to just go finish the damn post

Reblog for sample size

the me saying “do i want to draw? even though i have no ideas and cannot draw anything as good as i picture it and will almost definitely be disappointed?”

vs.

the me who says “or should i write? since i can do that. mostly. but it might take me too long to get in the flow? or i’ll start writing and lose the thread of the story so is it worth it?”

spoiler alert: the winner is always me curling up into a ball going “anything i create is too horrid to see the light of my LEDs (since it’s always dark out, therefore not the light of day) and i should just not do anything ever”

and locked away in a small corner, chained to the wall, frame deteriorating, visibly neglected, sits the other part of me: “guys…. what about the things we need to actually do…. we have deadlines coming up”

hey toooootally compleeeetely random question but has anyone ever tried putting a post-it note with their number in their favorite book at the library or in a queer book to just. see who will answer. (bc hey it’s your favorite/queer book and if they’re reading it….)

and has it worked out for you

very totally entirely hypothetical and im not asking for any reason at alllllll