teary eyes every time I read this

Today I had a test that I had studied really hard for.

I felt very prepared yet somehow, maybe due to time pressure or carelessness, I completely misunderstood a task and ended up writing a whole page that will not be marked. Only at the end of the test I realised my mistake, but it was too late.

I was so distressed by this incident that I broke down in the middle of the next class. As someone who used to be bullied in general school due to my incapacity of holding emotions in, this brought me a lot of embarrassment , as I thought that I would be made fun of. Instead, I was treated with kindness and understanding by both classmates and teacher.

This revived my faith in warm-hearted people, thank you 🤍

for I have known from the beginning that those things were not meant to be in my life, but oh how difficult is to let them go now…