im sorry darling, the end of may leaves me grasping at straws and carousel-dizzy. i'm glad your mind is clearing, i imagine clouds blinking away, unnoticeable in their absence until the sky is revealed clear. lavender glue? I would recognise such meaning by now... fruit trees bearing oranges - the fruit tree in my garden has a hole in the trunk and i remember once being so little i couldn't reach so high. this is where we met! red and blue and longing passing from hand to hand to hand... i miss you too my friend. i cannot write well anymore, i don't want to bore you. will all these places be new to you? i hope to meet you by the sea one day. i find myself reluctant to call it anything else. why do waves foam white, do you know? twine i wouldn't recommend for consumption, tied up enough as is. how i understand the sentiment though.
a failed magic trick and the bare table has silverware all out of place and ceramic shards on the tiles. the red and white check billows and settles. soon yes i will be very far, I'm sure i will hope again to never return. i can't even hope to return to the sure promise of a flat together with a good friend anymore. oh, what should i do?? everything is out of place