subject: maybe even for the first time
there's things, people, feelings i want to experience differently than i have before
santa doesnt know you like i do.mp3
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at the end of the day it all comes back to supernatural

I love seeing people in love, that’s literally so sweet 🥹

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4.01 Lazarus Rising (Misha's Version)

“supernatural went on for too long” sorry you cannot appreciate the beautiful gift of watching your most beloved characters transform and blossom and perish and soften and harden and die and be reborn for fifteen years. sorry you don’t experience joy like that. sorry that you are depriving yourself of an unparalleled media experience because you’re boring.

MISHA: change in the culture- when he first started on supernatural there was no way that would have happened- but by the last series there had been a huge change where that declaration of love could happen. talks about how fag and homo were used so often when he was younger and how his kids have such a different world now- decades away from eliminating homophobia but if the show had happened later on who knows what have happened

I didn’t get it on video but he DID hesitate before he said fag 👍👍

spiritually this is pilot dean when the cop shoves him against the car

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jensen during the filming of the pilot of supernatural

supernatural is either a groundbreaking concept with terrible execution or a terrible concept with groundbreaking execution

exhibit a: season 7 is about a guy named dick whose evil plot is to make corn syrup. his weakness is laundry detergent and a Very Specific Bone. this somehow manages to be a a poignant criticism of american consumerism with a sub-plot of the most tragic yet beautiful romance you've ever heard.

exhibit b: season 15 is about seizing control of your narrative, ending the cycle your absent father began, and learning to tell the people you love how you feel before it's too late. what actually happens is they shoot god with a gun then kill every single character. unparalleled media experience

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Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 7.04

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