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  • hi, i'm neethu! i like to make gifs and write sometimes! multi-fandom blog, but mostly 911.
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    ♡ 911 rewatch ♡

    → 5.13: ‘Fear-o-Phobia’
    I haven’t talked to any of them since I moved out here. I pulled four people out of that chopper alive. Chief died in country a couple years later. Rest of us made it home safe. And, uh, wh-what happened to the others?Norwahl…died in a car crash. Binder OD’d, and Mills…shot herself last August. I pulled them out. But I didn’t save them. So, that’s why you took a baseball bat to everything you own. I’m afraid. Okay. Okay. What are you afraid of?That I’m never gonna feel normal again.

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    ♡ 911 rewatch ♡

    → 5.04: ‘Home and Away’
    Please. Um…she left me a message saying that the baby wasn’t safe with her. Which, if you knew her, that’s just…it’s crazy because she’s a great mother. She just doesn’t know it yet. Or she doesn’t believe it, I guess. Uh…You see, she—she…she has postpartum, and it’s been really tough on her. And I know that she’s tired. I mean, we both are, but, uh, she’s had to do most of it alone. You see, uh, the day that she brought Jee-Yun to see you…that’s the week that the world went crazy, more than usual. Uh, see, I’m a firefighter, and I was on call the whole time, so, uh, I didn’t get to go home, and, uh…I really didn’t check on her a lot. I tried. I tried a lot, but the power was out, and the phones were down half the time. And there was a giraffe on Hollywood Boulevard. I'm—I’m so sorry. I'm—I’m not crazy. I'm—I’m just completely in the dark here, and I just need to know what’s going on with her. With the both of them. That’s all.